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Purgatory ⋆ Amos' Southend : Amos' Southend

It’s been a while since I posted anything on here and I just saw the annual charge on my credit card so HollyLyme is going to live another year.  Why not ramble about how things have been since I have been off antibiotics and antifungals for over a year now?

I don’t have a whole lot to report or maybe I just don’t know how. I think I am “better”.  I am not coughing up thick mucus and I don’t have scabs all over my face and body anymore.  I sleep more than six hours a night.  I am working and enjoying it.  I’m okay.

I feel like Lyme disease, at least for me, is very ambiguous right now.   There seem to be several schools of thought amongst both doctors and the general public. I would just go with science but that doesn’t seem like a black and white choice currently.

I continue to read and hear about emerging connections, new testing, personal struggles, failures and triumphs of all things Lyme.  I don’t feel like I have a clear triumph and or failure personally.  I feel like I am somewhere between healthy and forever in fear.  That’s all I got.